While the doctor checked me over for the lap-band surgery, they found a mass in my uterus. Along with other things. So this Friday I will be having a hysterectomy. I'm surprised at the feelings of grief I'm experiencing! For so many years, I was pregnant or nursing. I guess I fell comfortably into that role...the idea of never having another baby is difficult for me..I know, I know...I have 4 beautiful children. It's not logical..all emotional.
Oh Eva, my heart aches for you! Will be praying everything goes smoothly, and for peace for you. BTW, what exactly IS that box - is that like a button or bead craft box? Where'd you get it?
ReplyDeleteYes, It's a craft box. You can find them at Joanne's..thanks for the prayers!
ReplyDeleteEva, I understand what you are saying. I chose to have my tubes tied when I had my C section with Garett. It was the right choice for us, my health just can not take another pregnancy. We where and are confident in that decision and may some day adopt more children.
ReplyDeleteBut it breaks my heart when I think about never being pregnant again.
After things settled down when Garett was born I cried and cried, and I still cry sometimes when I think about it.
It is so not logical, this was a choice we made, but it doesn't make me any less sad about it.
Love you!
Larie
Thanks Larie..oxoxo
ReplyDeleteI love you honey - I know that it is a very difficult time for you... checho
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